this food thing has me wooped. i can't say no anymore. it has such power over me. i swore yesterday that i was gonna be abstinent. i packed my food and had a plan and by 2:30pm i was eating cookies.
"what's the big deal? it's not heroine." someone said to me.
"maybe you should give yourself a free day each week. this happens because you deprive yourself." someone else said to me.
fuck that shit, you totally don't get it. once i start, i can't stop. sometimes i just want someone to say "dude, i totally get it. this must be hard and i can see why you're freaking out."
food is my drug. i use it for EVERYTHING. can i get through this day by turning to God instead of food? i need a miracle.
happy eating! XO
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