miracles do happen. for realz. it's a miracle that i didn't say fuck it today and eat shit i'm not supposed to eat. temptation was high for a few reasons:
1. i worked out super hard yesterday. i'm always hungrier the day after a tough work out.
2. i got sick late morning. a migraine sent me home from school and being sick is a huge trigger for me. somehow my sick head says food will make it all better.
3. i had a really lame dinner planned. 2oz cheese and raw carrots. GAG.
4. i'm legitimately hungry right now. my stomach hurts.
but i'm not giving in. why? because it's not worth it!!!! i have a goal i'm aiming for! i want to lose the 8 pounds i gained and i want to stop this roller coaster madness that food takes me on when i allow the door to open even just a smidge. so i'm going to bed hungry but abstinent. it's truly a miracle.
happy eating! xo
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