it just hit me tonight. i feel a little obsessive about getting some food in me. i want crackers or bread or potatoes or something...but it really just hit me, and i want to record it, one piece of bread isn't gonna make a difference. 1 grain at each meal isn't gonna fix this. my hunger goes deeper. i want three loaves of bread not 3 slices!! i could totally "give in" and eat more food but it's not gonna do me any good. i need to learn to live my life and NOT fill my belly every time i feel the need!!!
i feel like i don't make sense. i need to go to bed. but i don't want to forget this...i'll rewrite it tomorrow.
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